Tuesday, October 22, 2013

What is wrong with me?

Why the fuck can't I forget? Why won't you just fade from my mind? I don't deserve to be here, feeling this. You have wrought more damage on my life than anyone before. I hate you for what you've done to me, and yet I hate the fact that I don't really hate you at all... You don't give a shit, or you'd try to make it right. So why can't I let you go?

Friday, October 18, 2013

I burnt your shit

But somehow I feel no better, no more at peace. If only we'd never met...

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Wake the fuck up

You need to climb down off that fuckin' high horse of yours. Firstly, I can admit I made mistakes too. I'm not denying that shit. However, I didn't pull ANY of the low, snake-like shit that you did. That's on you. Justify it any way you want, but in the end, you acted like a fuckin' pig, and you lost all respect I had for you.

Now, I may be Mr. Compliments when I'm a nice guy, but without the blinders, I can take an honest look and say you were right; I really was way too fucking good for you.

What's it all for?

There's a million thoughts running through my head at the moment, and I don't dare spill a single one. Life is funny; when I was put to the test, I made the decision to be a 'good person'. Now I'm just filled with regret for not making the 'bad' choices. There's a good reason I was a certain way before. It was to prevent shit like this happening to me. And it worked. Ah well, such is life.